grr i'm so bad at posting art it just never feels like its worth posting! but people post scribbles all the time! and i know im a good artist. its more like, a lot of overthinking and second guessing and trying to make things ~aesthetic~. i think im missing having an audience really bad too. maybe i should start posting on twitter again, simply bc bluesky wasnt really doing it. i feel a lot less inspired if im just. keeping everything in my file explorer. but the reason i dont post is because im always working on like 78 different things at a time. nothing is 'organized'... fuck social media for making the process of art a performance. some of us are messy bitch........ its about trusting the process.....

ugh, and bsky is a whole nother issue. im mad it didnt rly work out (not that the site is gone LOL). its just like . wow ppl would rather stay on that nazi hellsite than move. i get so angry with twitter and so fast lol. but its the soc med im most comfortable on. i dont wanna start a tiktok oh girl bye.

there's always instagram... of course, there's always here! maybe its time to make an art log here.

maybe chrysanthemore isnt dead. LOL (girl who was considering tossing the handle and entirely posting on a skeevy nsfw side account) (i will also be doing this)

fuck it i'm starting an artlog right here and now. to help with the posting anxiety.

well to kickstart me nonchalantly posting things, here's a current wip!

more info to come...